I went to Bible study on Tuesday night this week and it was really convicting to me. We are going through the book "Respectable Sins" and basically they are the sins that we as Christians seem to overlook or not really pay that much attention to on a daily basis. This week we talked about selfishness and boy do I struggle with this. I really became aware this week that I focus so much on my own needs in my marriage. I expect Rob to come home from working all day and forget about his needs, plans, etc and focus on helping me. Since the boys have been here, I really do not pay attention to him enough and I completely put their needs above his. I am focusing on really showing Rob how much I appreciate him and my goal for right now is to not complain about him helping me more, but to thank him for what he does do - which is a lot! He works a lot of hours each week to provide for us and then he watches the boys on his days off so that I can go into work. He also does plenty around the house that I don't ever thank him for.
Anyway, that is what I am working on.
One bit of exciting news is that I got a laptop from BBC to use since the one I was using has died! This is such an answer to prayer because without it, I wouldn't be able to do half of my work from home and I would have to go into the office in order to get my hours in, which is just not possible while taking take of the boys.
Well - this is two entries in one week! I'm off to a good start.
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